Self reflection

I guess i have to kept quiet for most of the things happening in my life now.. Its really been hard to control myself.. I'm still trying to stop.. At time i did not nag at him just stating the fact and yet he feels that i'm nagging at him.. Haiz~~ I should just every time keep quiet and swallow down everything izzit?? When we are dating not married yet.. Anything not happy about also can talk.. But now married liao.. Things really change alot.. Its like he cant be my listener anymore.. Many things had change in life.. Trying to adapt to it.. Things that i'm not nagging at him.. He feels that i'm nagging at him.. I'm just trying to elaborate out and let him understand.. Nowadays i always feel that we cant talk anymore.. When we haven married.. Things that we are not happy about we still can talk about it.. Now totally different.. Now became married couple alot of thing cannot talk.. Its like he cant be my listener anymore..

                                   Those were the time..

                     This is the first time he made me very touch!

                                     Those happy hour....

(*_*?)

Still figuring how to create my blog nice nice leh.. Trying to have a nice header photo & add playlist to my blog.. Haiz.. Really need time sia..

Insomnia

Its been long since i do blogging.. Shall start blogging again!!

Been having insomnia for 3 nights liao.. Trying to stop dwelling about all those unhappy things.. Its been difficult to control my mood too.. Guess it because i'm a mummy to be soon =) getting stress lately.. Due to my little prince due date is reaching soon.. ^_^ and partly i guess still have some other things that keep bothering me.. Maybe i'm a preggy, that's why so emo & sensitive ba.. Still struggling with our little prince name.. Baby Jayden Oh or Zayden Oh??? *Confused*

Today went KK hospital to check up with my mummy.. After that went window shopping at Bugis.. Walk till my leg so painful loh.. (T_T) well, its been long i bring mummy out to shopping liao since after i have my little prince.. Though today is just window shopping.. I think mummy still enjoy it.. Finally, i know being a mum is not easy!! Have to really went through lots of thing.. The stress, physical change, the pain, mood swing & etc.. If i'm working now i think it wouldnt be so difficult for me le ba.. Cause i really need things to occupied me.. I guess mens in the world are all selfish.. Or in fact, every human are selfish.. I'm selfish at time too!! Men wont understand how xin ku it is.. They only will know its xin ku!! Hahaaa.. I guess i'm crazy!! Nobody will know how it feel unless they can experience by themselve right?? But why am i saying this to the MEN..

PS*If you don't know how it feels at least try to commit more when u're needed*