Monday, January 18, 2010

What are symptoms of depression?

Any of these symptoms during and after pregnancy that last longer than two weeks are signs of depression:
Feeling restless or irritable

Feeling sad, hopeless, and overwhelmed

Crying a lot

•Having no energy or motivation

Eating too little or too much

•Sleeping too little or too much

Trouble focusing, remembering, or making decisions

Feeling worthless and guilty

•Loss of interest or pleasure in activities

•Withdrawal from friends and family

Having headaches, chest pains, heart palpitations (the heart beating fast and feeling like it is skipping beats), or hyperventilation (fast and shallow breathing)

After pregnancy, signs of depression may also include being afraid of hurting the baby or oneself and not having any interest in the baby.

Ok.. I'm having the above after and before pregnancy.. Am i having depression?? Not sure.. But i doesnt feel this way now.. So i guess i might have depression before.. But not too serious.. During pregnancy this symptoms was long.. Cant remembered how long.. Always cried for no reason and get irritated easily.. But nv do all this in front of hubby.. After pregnancy all this symptom was about 1month only..

Haiz~

Singapore is really very small.. Just found out somthing today.. But not very sad la.. Just feel that why is it so coincidence.. Is it because he has too much r/s previously till like everywhere in singapore there is a possibility to met them??

PS* Will not bored over this coincidence thingy*

           Jayden is 01month old le

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
     

















PS* Love hubby and jayden so muccch.. Nothing can ever replace!!*

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Good Bye 2009!!

Happy New Year everyone.. Gonna say good bye to 2009.. Last year de today hubby proposed to me.. I guess he has forgotten this day liao.. Anyway, i don't have the time to argue with him anymore la..

Hope 2010 will be a better year for me..

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Mocking at myself

Lolx.. guess what my boy went polyclinic for his jaundice check again last saturday.. And i realise that they did not use the stringe to draw his blood.. *See la, cry for nothing* LOL..

Finally my boy is getting better le.. Was so worried about his jaundice level loh.. Cause if for long it is not treated it will affect the BB brain.. ~phew~ what a relieve now.. =) hope this saturday his level is getting lower again.. Cause sunday Jayden is having his showering.. I want him to be happy and healthy on his full month..


PS* Everyday Jayden is healthy & happy ^________^

Thursday, December 24, 2009

2009 Xmas

This year X'mas have to stay home.. First, i'm on confinement.. Second, my BB is still an infant.. I cant just dump him at home and go party.. Well, i feel happy to see him.. Especially when he's smiling at me and DADDY.. ^_^

Merry X'mas everyone out there.. Shall party or celebrate next year then..


Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Tears

        Have been crying non stop this morning once i got home after Jayden check up at polyclinic.. Doctor suddenly told us that BB Jayden jaundice is going up again.. The last time was 220.. And today was 237.. Haiz.. What went wrong?? I don't understand.. Have been so stress about EBM nowadays but i still wanna continue cause i wan my PRINCE to be strong and healthy.. Is it my BM got problem?? That's why his jaundice is going up again.. Have to go back this saturday again.. Doctor said saturday have to draw more blood then send to hospital for more detail.. But saturday drawing of blood is thru his vein!!! When i think of this i cant stop crying.. My poor Jayden is so small and young to draw blood i guess.. Mummy saw me crying when i reached home and she keep telling me to stop cause during confinement period shouldnt cry if not when old liao.. It is not good for eye sight..


PS* Get well fast pls..........

Monday, December 21, 2009

Jayden is growing

My Jayden boy is growing everyday.. Can't wait for the day that he can call me MAMA.. Hahaaa..



PS* I just can't stop looking at him

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Confinement

Confinement pass about 1week liao.. =(
Hate confinement.. Cant take it!!

Currently i'm BF my BB.. Almost given up on EBM.. So tiring and stress!! Now my PRINCE have mild jaundice.. I cant take lots of thing.. Everyday i eat vegetable stir fry with fish or lean meat.. Getting sick of it.. Doctor advise NO herbs, Ginger & Alcohol.. Everyday eat plain plain.. *YUCK*
Hope my BB jaundice faster recovered.. Everytime see him being prick my heart hurts though he did not cry..



my precious BOY



PS* Pray hard that BB Jayden get well fast  <3